The lyrics for this are just an expression.  A song.   I have a melody for chorus, almost for verses.  And yeah, he’s already got me, so it’s a tough one for me to write. Needs work of course…

Never Ever

Verse 1

I just wanna sleep in, restring & sing about him

About how he tore my ticker out with his bare hands

And left it beating winter raw on our dance floor…

I just wanna grow wings, free fall & never give in

Acrobat before my ticket expires onto his tomorrow land

Bass clef greeting splinter-sure into my slammed door

Chorus

Cause you’re never ever never

No you’re never gonna get me now

No you’re never gonna get me now

Cause it’s time for goodbye 

And goodbyes they hurt

But you’re never gonna get me now

No you’re never gonna get me now…

So you better run hard & you better run fast

If you ever wanna catch me now

If you ever wanna catch my fall

‘Cause you’re never ever never

No you’re never gonna get me now

No you’re never gonna get me now

Verse 2

I just wanna hide away, resurrect & perfect the day

Tilt the world into another plane & just forget the pain

Fast forward to paradise & wake to see him there

Yeah I just want us bare, to touch him there & everywhere

Shipwreck glimpsed his treasure chest then cast me out to sea

High rise sweeper-lure into my heart so foolishly

Chorus

Outro

Never ever all my life, and I wanted you so bad

So long and I’m gone now