I found this in my Drafts folder, so it’s not a new rap, a couple of years old actually…but I’ve given it some love and a tweak and now it’s posted!

Why you gotta move so slow like a silent Romeo

Why you gotta be incognito

Got me spitting in the gutter while the demon spins his flutter

There’s blood on my frown dripping on the ground

And it’s got me lookn like a cherry vodka clown

Yeah our rainbow’s down

That’s why I’m sucking back the sigh

And Kissin Love Goodbye

Why you gotta leave me all alone hanging on the phone

Why you gotta be Mr Houdini

Empty ice-cream cone choking on a bone

Still at home chained to your zone

Fallen for a heart of stone

You never let me in, never let me win

Tossed my heart in the bin

Left me to die swooped by em flies

Oh why did you lie why can’t you cry

That’s why i’m suckin back the sigh n

Kissin Love Goodbye

Gonna need a punchin bag a place to leave my tag

A pair of boxin gloves splattered with our love

There’s gonna be a hurricane screamin out your name

A thunderin rain danglin from my chain

Nowhere train you left ya stain

A chilblain kinda grain embedded in my brain

It comes it goes it flows it stows

It calls it falls it stalls it mauls

Takes the stake n aches as it breaks

That’s why i’m suckin back the sigh n

Kissin Love Goodbye

Gravity oh let me be n set me free

I’ll sleep at your feet drownin in sleet

Our love in a heap lost in the deep

We meet we leap we hit repeat

We start we stop we’re cold we’re not

Yeah what we got we now forgot

Heart clawed n dragged across the floor

Trail of gore flaggin awe

Now watch me walkin out the door

Cause i’m suckin back the sigh n

Kissin Love Goodbye

Didn’t ask for much just a simple sign

A white chalk line drawn across my mind

Somewhere to find a map to rewind

The way back in just feels like sin

When all I taste is the bin of sour gin

Flowers cowered n flattenened down

Smoke lost it’s power risin up his tower

Bells ring n echoin sun

Cracked his gun n powdered with shun

Honey on the run a bee stung nun

Tryna sculpt the pun into some kinda fun

Grapplin what’s done with the weight of a tun

Gonna watch the water fallin as he’s callin

Oh yeah i’m suckin back the sigh n

Kissin Love Goodbye

Staying wont escape the pain

Cause you’re nothin without reelin in a feelin

So bomb the balloon n let it go

Lookin up it floats away slow

Lookin down there’s nowhere left to go

Yeah love is just a lonely fuckn game

If you wanna make a livin from them bubblegum lyrics

Turn letters into cash as if it aint enough

Crack the mirror with fortified slash

Cause a voice without the crowd

It’s like hash without the crash

Bangers without the mash fangs without a gash

A fuck without the muck

A one without a two pink without the blue

A me without a you

But wait…

There’s still some more so let me scrape it from the floor

Give it to you raw slap your face n drop your jaw

Spike you with my claw until we win the war

I promise not to bore ya just ignore ya

The same way that you broke me I will work ya

Like a line of coke I’ll stoke ya til I choke ya

Leave you with a flavor to remember

And just when you think you’re in like you’re gonna win

I’ll pull the plug n let it linger

Yeah just before you come i’m gonna run

Then you’ll know how it feels to be on ya knees

A fool chasin love led on n left undone

Cause I know I’m not your number one

That’s why I’m suckin back the sigh n

Kissin Love Goodbye

Is this the part where it ends like we hit a road block 

With ya glock pressed harder than rock against my tik tok              

Atomic clock if you wanna play cop then come n cardiac arrest

Ya bulletproof vest but I guess that you don’t wanna invest

Instead you wanna rip-it-up n send it back-to-black self-addressed

My mind keeps driftin to the outside into our lemon-zested courtyard

Bombarded by ya playin cards face down why won’t you turn em around

Though you never drop your guard I’m hardwired tryna impress ya

While I second guess ya

Moved too damn fast never saw the stop sign maybe cause I’m colour blind

Lamborghini hurricaned past at top speed cruisin with the green light

Over-sighted amber red to arrowhead couldn’t stop so raced ahead

Crossed the intersection now I’m wrapped around ya tree-trunk

Why this constant interruption’s causin corruption from your lack of action

Maybe you gotta friend over-lookin over-seeing as you ditch me

While all the time I’ve been tryna find the rhymes to spill between your lines

It’s like you never hear my chimes so I guess I’ll never get my time 

Feels like I’m doin time waitin like a patient in the emergency section 

Reserved parkin bay for the broken-hearted

Hands up shackled to the moon then back again to Armstrong

Cashed up-to-the-till with dollar bills I beg I ask the universe

When you gonna answer me acknowledge me give in & lift the frock from me

Instead the waves are crashin down n all around

Cyclonic ocean breakin at the round-about seepin into lips that pout

I’m just a seed tryna sprout thorough the over-walked pavin grout

Got this gift that’s siftin out n disappearin cause you ain’t hearin my addiction

To the friction of this telepathetic connection seepin outta Godskitchen

I’m just a crucifixion playin out like a broken record in need of resurrection

I guess this is the part where it ends where we hit a road block

With ya glock pressed harder than rock against my tik tok