I’ve had the chorus for this song for a while now…and the verses are coming to me now….it’s going to be the hardest song I’ve ever written, more so than any on the Love Struck album – the one that has/is giving me somewhere for healing and to channel my emotion, but not all of it comes from ‘being in love’ with Nick.    And so this song is very emotional for me.  It’s for my son – and it’s called ‘Sunflower Soul’…and I’m not sure which album I’ll place it into yet – probably ‘Little Blue Dot’, though it belongs on the ‘Bulldozers & Roses’ one.

V1

It’s time to take a trip down memory lane

And write about the things that nearly drove me insane

About the times I left you all alone and waiting

While I was out escaping

Pain escalating

Yeah I was round the corner getting wasted

While I left you all alone and breaking

Taking time out mistrust

Couldn’t let you look me in the eyes

Eyes mixed with lies

Colder than ice

Reflection of a high

Angry at the God that gave you diabetes

Hating me for being the one

Not the one

Bang the drums n

I was a broken down mother

And only wanted to be home

But instead was out n about

Hanging out

Trying to make sense of it all

Yeah I left you alone all alone & breaking

While I was out escaping

 

WORK IN PROGRESS…..

Chorus

You’re the only one who sees me tripping up

Who sees me falling down

Who loves me anyway

And you’re the only one who breathes in the fears

Who breathes out silent tears

Who loves me anyway

Yeah you’re the only one

Sunflower Soul

You’re the only one

Who loves me anyway