(Rap intro)
I’m done with doing this alone
Trying too hard with the digitized
It’s been such a wild wild ride
It’s like my brain’s been freeze dried
Tryna get organised but my mind
Gets pulled either side
Yeah it’s impossible to focus
When the goal post’s a ghost
Gingerbread men n multi-host
Stretched from coast to coast
Tryna find a snippet to post
So everyone can look at me
Yeah look at me
But I’m not here to boast
Like I got the most
Or to become pot roast
So gimme a sound engineer
Or someone with good ears
A technician to fix my gear
A couple of fans n real cheers
Yeah I want the world to hear
What’s been up in the last ten years
Cause running from the money
Means I’m running outta time
As for the media it’s a rainbow mess
Scribbles n graffitia
Ain’t my best feature
I guess I’m just a kid at heart
Too short to reach ya…
Yeah I’m through with them rabbit holes
Sorting files n folders
They’re just trap door spiders
Gimme the best and I’ll do the rest
A producer too cause that’s the glue
Gimme a brand I earned that badge
And I reckon loyalty deserves royalties
So pretty please sponsor me
So I can sail that ship
I’ll dish it out loud n make em proud
Technics, Native Instruments
Traktor n Hello Kitty
Honda you shared my chords
Converse walked me through the blue
(JDRF I’m right behind ya)
And while we’re at it a manager too
Of course I’m gonna need a lawyer
Yeah that’s a no-brainer
And everything in between
Bring it on
So I can write the next song…
(Verse)
All I want is perfection but all I get is rejection of what I’m projecting
It feels like regression a three-dimensional lesson served up as a lemon
Back in the day there’s no way you’d win the lot without the zing
And not without that invisible thing laced into diamond wings
Now it’s big lips n counterfeit manuscripts
I’m living proof of disparity all I want is clarity but can’t even score charity
Yeah I’m tired of singularity I need a team to marry me
I’d wear that king bling on my finger forever but where are ya?
I can’t even score one click not even a wet-faced dog lick
As for all the fake shit yeah the tik tok soft dick mimicking
Always torn between the mystic munching at the bit like a misfit
What’s the world gonna make of this hissy fit splattered over zero fans
Startn to feel like I got my talent from the bottom of a cereal packet
A tweety bird slammed into defeat rockn centre court without a racquet
Been doing this such a long time it’s a crime of misaligned
Is anyone out there or are you too blind is it that friggn hard to find
Stopped point blank guitar in the corner with guts hanging out
Lookn around at the silent sounds of the bomb I left behind
Yeah it’s a long way spinning to the top down from the mess I’m in
Tryna sing the be bop with a sound so unprofessional…
Here’s to the records never produced that could’ve untied the noose
I’m so sorry mum I couldn’t save you from a million miles away
I wanted to be your saviour yeah this was gonna save ya…
